21 going back to 13
Posted by applejoy at 01:17 AM on January 17, 2005.
i have a new crush.
waaah. gusto ko si mark ruffalo. i watched 13 going on 30 today, and man, is he THE type of guy i've always dreamt of being married to. he was the bestfriend, the guy who was taken forgranted, the person left behind but even when they grew up he was still stuck on jennifer gardner. even on his wedding day (was to be married to another girl), he confessed that it's always been her. waaah. that scene totally kills me. he tells jennifer that he's chosen the other girl, because he'd moved on, AND he says he never stopped loving her, all in one breath. and the way he looked at jennifer during the whoole movie, the way he seemed so sweet and unsure of what he was feeling... haaay. kakainlab. i'm a sucker for movies like that.kakalungkot lang. na i guess until now i'm still wondering if i'd end up with carl in the future. ewan ko ba. iniisip ko, if sha talaga, then why am i even having these type of thoughts? shouldn't i be 100% sure of that already if i totally want to be with him. tapos kung di rin pala dun pupunta relationship namen, then what's the whole point of being with him now? parang i'm having him wait around until the real thing comes along? labo no? pero one thing is, i really don't want to end up hurting him. that's for sure. he means a lot to me. and i care tons for him. i guess sometimes i'm still wondering if we're meant to end up with each other or not. haay. senti thoughts nanaman for no particular reason. cheh. tigilan na nga ito.
hay Lord, ang labo ko talaga. buti di kayo naguguluhan saken. pero kung sa bagay, kung malabuan pa kayo saken di ko na alam kung sino pa makakaintindi saken.
salamat na rin po.
first day of the week at work. *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*
Currently listening to: crazy for you - madonna
Currently feeling: sleepy
bite back?